Tuesday, September 01, 2009

'crappy' anniversary

We're back from camping. I'll write about our trip at another time... I've been consumed somewhat with remembering my life before....My birthday was August 26th.
He wasn't here to celebrate with me. Our anniversary was August 28th. He wasn't here to smile and share the day with me.
The first anniversay of Eli's death was on August 30th. And neither of them were here to hug or hold. So this last week has been one of introspection and a bit of sadness.


Jenn said...

sorry it's been a hard time for you. i love that picture of the two of you together...it's so sweet!

Suddenwidow said...

(((HUGS))) Thinking of you, Jackie! I love the picture of you and Jeff, too! Looks like there are great memories around that photo.

Poppy and Mei said...

Crappy indeed, mate.
Beautiful pics, wish things were different...XXxx.

Abigail said...

It won't always be this crappy. Really. Take care of yourself. I give you permission to get a massage or a manicure or even just a bubble bath with a glass of wine.

Mel said...

You both look so delighted to know each other :)