Sunday, December 21, 2008

lost and found

I've removed my previous two posts as I have found what we had lost. Thank you so very, very much everyone for your support. I'll write more about it all at another time.....
All I can say, is I am sick of drama. I want to live a very boring life. A quiet life. One where I know what to expect and can take things slowly and quietly. I am sure it is just a dream but I need rest from chaos. I want willing to learn and grow from all that life has to teach us. I want to evolve. But I am so exhausted from all the changes that have occurred in the last year. It makes every mundane thing that I felt compelled to complain about in my 'past life' (before Jeff died) a desired and wonderful thing - the luxury of finding fault in stupid vacuous shit.

11 comments:

hippymummy said...

My heartfelt warmes wishes to you all. May this yuletide bring you the peace, love and blessings that you so richly deserve xXx

jackie in southern california said...

Jackie, so incredibly happy that someone is home safe and sound! Wishing all of you a happy and peaceful holiday season and may 2009 bring your aching heart the peace and calm that you so deserve. God bless all of you!

Poppy and Mei said...

Oh YAY!
Happy day! XXxx

Pete, Alison and Charlie said...

That's great news. I've been thinking of you all lots. X

TheSingingBird said...

Roads said...

I'm glad you found your stuff, and even more importantly there's some fantastic righteous indignation and determination in what you're writing here.

Well said, Jackie. You go, girl. Behind you all the way.

Kristy said...

I am so pleased you have just a little 'normal' back home for Christmas x

Amber said...

That's great news. And I'm hoping for a peaceful Christmas and a mundane and relaxing 2009 for you.

Anonymous said...

Oh good, Jackie. I'm so happy to hear that. Hope all is well.
Heath

Anonymous said...

Thinking of all of you during this holiday season. I am glad you found what was lost. hang in there. We are all here for you. Jen

leigh in the sav said...

here's to peace and quiet - and maybe even a little boring in your new year.

i really just want to echo roads, as well. be strong. ♥