too cold

I am tired of being trapped in the snow. Our house is warm but I am alone with two little ones and this aching empty void. We already have approximately 60 cm (2 feet) of snow and are expecting another 10-20 cm overnight. As I've said before, snow is a novelty here. But a novelty that gets old FAST. There is a lack of plowing the roads due to a small amount of machinery. It is record-breaking cold and I am terrified for Robo. I feel as if my hands are tied. I can't do anything.
The scenes out the back windows are stellar....but I can't think about beauty. I keep thinking about all my small family has lost in the last year.