My ear is still bothering me. I'm 'deaf as a post'.
Briar is doing really well with the whole potty business. Liv has developed a love for cross-stitch.
And I'm lonely as fuck.
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Love the photos! What kind of camera are you using. I just started shooting with a Nikon D90 and love it. I could wander around all day taking pictures with it.
I know it's not my company you seek, but if I were around I would try to help you not feel so lonely. The last picture sort of sums up the feeling of lonliness.....at least that is what I sense. I remember how alone I felt so many times over the years, even though my girls were right there with me. It's funny how it's just human nature for us to "need" a partner so that we do not feel lonely. I hope you are gifted this night with dreams of your love and that the lonely feeling subsides even if it is just for one night.
Ah heck. Being lonely (I actually typed looney first!) sucks. We don't really know each other, although we live in the same area (relatively speaking) but I would be up for helping remedy this lonely situation some time...
Yay Briar! Well done! who's getting to be a really grown up clever lad! I'm sorry that you're lonely Jackie,i'm not the only one who wishes you peace, happiness, love and companionship, soon. xXx
Is there some charity organization nearby that you feel passionately about? Anything of that sort? Sometimes the only way to fight loneliness and sorrow is to delve into a way to give to others.
If all this sounds like bullshit to you, then I'm sorry. You have the right to give me a virtual pop to the head :o)
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A few musings of a homeschooling, crafting, neurotic, organic loving and, most of all, kiddo adoring mommy...I've now become a widow. My best friend and husband died of a pulmonary embolism on March 25th, 2008. This blog has now become a place for me to mentally unload and try to figure out how to do this and who I am without him.
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Love the photos! What kind of camera are you using. I just started shooting with a Nikon D90 and love it. I could wander around all day taking pictures with it.
Sorry about how lonely you feel. Your photographs are totally amazing, despite the challenges. Hang in there :)
I know it's not my company you seek, but if I were around I would try to help you not feel so lonely. The last picture sort of sums up the feeling of lonliness.....at least that is what I sense. I remember how alone I felt so many times over the years, even though my girls were right there with me. It's funny how it's just human nature for us to "need" a partner so that we do not feel lonely. I hope you are gifted this night with dreams of your love and that the lonely feeling subsides even if it is just for one night.
I am sending warm thoughts your way.
Hugs,
Barb
That last picture just takes my breath away...
XXxx.
Ah heck. Being lonely (I actually typed looney first!) sucks. We don't really know each other, although we live in the same area (relatively speaking) but I would be up for helping remedy this lonely situation some time...
Take care of those ears!
Yay Briar! Well done! who's getting to be a really grown up clever lad!
I'm sorry that you're lonely Jackie,i'm not the only one who wishes you peace, happiness, love and companionship, soon. xXx
I'm sorry this is so painful and difficult for you Jackie. But I suspect that even if you could take a trip around the world right now, you'd still feel lonely and alone b/c your thoughts would still be with Jeff. Unfortunately I don't think circumstances will change your loneliness...only time will. I know that sounds so cliché..sorry about that.
Is there some charity organization nearby that you feel passionately about? Anything of that sort? Sometimes the only way to fight loneliness and sorrow is to delve into a way to give to others.
If all this sounds like bullshit to you, then I'm sorry. You have the right to give me a virtual pop to the head :o)
my thoughts & prayers are still with you, every step of the way. i wish i could help you more than just thinking positively for you. *hugs*
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