I've had to raid Jeff's shaving kit for back pain medication. I don't like doing it. I want it to stay how he left it...but I can't justify spending money on more when there is already some in the house. But it's lame to have to have things change....I guess they've already changed 11 weeks ago. I just want to hold onto any tiny thing I can.
I miss him so badly...I don't know if I can do this.